Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sorry. bb ayah
Im sorry for shouting at hubby. I hate being provoke. Please understand. I don't know y i intend to get angry easily. Sometimes i have a sense of entitlement.I know talking to such a person, is difficult at times. Every one of us should have our own (''angin''). I know im mediocre in many aspects in my life and tried to feign control. Urgh~ i hate this so much.. I want to be as soft as i could~ but how lei? Tengah angry kan... -_-Little things affect little minds
I hate the feeling i felt right now. Y must i always please people? Some things happen for a reason. Being happy is something you have to learn. I often surprise myself by saying "Wow, this is it. I guess I'm happy. I got a home I love. A career that I love.Family that i love, Friends that i love. I'm even feeling more and more at peace with myself." If there's something else to happiness, let me know. I'm ambitious for that, too.Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, but i believe the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity. bleargh~ ;PSunday, July 25, 2010
ILOVEYOU~!!
My husband is the best~!! Love him so much!
Sunday
Went to Aid's sister wedding @ Pasir Ris CC.
Saturday 24.07.10
Saturday 24July10, Saturday.
Yay! Hubby got home on that day.One of his camp mates was with him too. Hubby hug me so tight upon seeing me.I was so touched when his friend told me that hubby can't sleep because he cant stop thinking of me and that he misses me. awww... my love for him is growing more and more each day. He's my all. My precious. and i love you my husband. You're my life and the best. Im glad to have you ayah~although sometimes he nags, scold me. I think its because he loves me. Sometimes its just me i guess who can't listen and understand what he wants. I guess we have to take care each other feelings. I Really appreciate what he did for me now. I love you i love u i love u ...forever and ever ayah. God bless us bb. I will appreciate and be contented with what i have now. We have went through lots together this past few years. No one can b like my dearest bb. He still accept and loves me so much although i have done lots of mistakes to him. A big mistake that no guys could accept. He just open my heart. I love him so so so much.Only god can explain. MIRAEPUL always~
Friday 23.07.10
On last Friday, 23July2010, hubby have to stay in camp. Urgh~ im alone. And i missed him! even its only for a day. The worst thing is i'm afraid to sleep alone by myself. hee~ I never sleep alone in my whole life. Believe it or not. yeah its true. hee~ penakot nk mampos. lolx. But Im so lucky to have a good and loving mother in law. She slept with me because she knows that im afraid to sleep alone. She hugged me and kiss me wishing me gdnight and told me that she loves me.OMG~ I love her so much! She's the best and im so lucky to have her as my MIL. I think its rare to have to have a good MIL right? Im just so contented.Friday, July 23, 2010
Curry Devils!
AfTer miting them, went home and cooked Curry chicken for dearest husband n in laws.
1st time la sae masak lauk curry, And boommmmzzzZzz SOdap!~ heheheh.. everyone loves it! and husband tambah2 je ckp makin syG.. lol... alhamdullilah... thx kak na for the recipe.. kekekeke more lauk to learn~ yay pass! ;) wiNKs
wuooo...Met my cuzie lin n her fren ana for 'makan2' @ Simei while waiting for Alisa, ana's daughter to finish school. We Had great fun chatting.. Love love~
New haircut new colour
Yay! did my haircut, hairdye last Saturday. And it costs me $168.. HUhu.. Im loving it!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Its monday!!!!! hating monday so much!! Dearest husband went to serve his reservist... i hate this so much... missing him already..:( i hope time flies quickly. I cant wait to hug u bb.. come home soon. ill cooked your fave 'ayam goreng' n lauk kicap daging k... love forever n ever.. till death do us part....~ n to dearest grandma... pls get well soon.. i miss talking to u... i love u dear grandma :(
Friday, July 16, 2010
TGIF! yay!!
YAY!!!~ its finally Friday. Weekends is here!! Time really flies very fast. I'm so blessed and contented with everything i have now. Alhamdullilah. W lovely friends, families n hubby around me, im so contented! what more cud i asks for. My LovE for hubby growing more n more each day.. n no doubt he loves me so much too.. thanks for everything dar.. P.S just receive his sms.. HE's bringing me to the swimming pool tomorrow! yay!! love u so so so mucH bucuk!... muach muach hAppY hapy~ ;)Tuesday, July 13, 2010
FaEZa birthday! My love~
They r always there for me. They r those who accept me for who i am. i love u
HappY 23th birthdaY to my lovey bestfren!
a year older for her..hehehe..WiShing her the besT in life.. n may goD bless u with health and wealth bb.. love her soooo much..~ and i pray to god may our frenship lasts forever.. u,me n mira. amin. XOxO
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
My Sunshine!
Im juSt thankful for the ppl out there who have been with my up n down.. Thanks for being there for me and understand me when im down.. i luv u so mucH.. MY CUZZIE LYNA! sO we plan to go karoke together w her BFF!!